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i like the empty streets at 3am.

fuck it im gonna practice

and as much as i'd like to believe its me.
odds are, it really isn't.
and its fucking me up again.
what the fuck. fucking hell damn it.

my favorite swear word. fish.
thus they're swimming over there.
click to feed. yes. can feed one.

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perhaps its immaturity.
fuck.
this is horrible.

anyway.

tohsikucfehtohw

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lets say the monkey cant get a sweet rambutan right.

IT DON MEDER.

because the monkey gonna get some juicy red hot chili padi elsewhere.

so.
dont worry.

IT DON MEDER.

shallow waters portrayed graceful and light
ripples that rhyme with no reason or right
pretty as it is no beauty within
innocent or naive which shall be deemed

flesh of the night beauty of a crow
fluctuations of being devoured whole
solid in essence and being alike
patience essential for the truth of light

lesser greater i do not know
for the future i have the magnificent goal

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lonely? yeah.
helpless? yeah.
depressed? probably.

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funny thing about that song just the way you are.
what if the girl in the video wasnt really pretty.
wouldnt it mean more. of course its easy to say to a beautiful girl.
funnier thing. all the girls humming the tune. but they're putting on make up and even wigs.
they dont think they're beautiful 'just the way they are'?

guess thats why they need somebody to tell them that

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realised im the one that was afraid to change. or even face it

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disheartened depressed lonely

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reach for the stars, cause i can make it.

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today's show was better than yesterday's, i felt better.
and the gig organisation was much clearer.

no four seasons food though. ah well.

my first paid gig. awesome.
thought i dont really feeling deserving.

Again, thanks to Ayun, Yin Liang & Justin for letting me play for them. Very greatful.
Justin especially, he shared his sum with Claire and I. Good kid.

cant live like this.
being the hypocrite that i am, i wonder if i'll do anything about it anyway.
hmm.

and no, that wasn't about you. YOU, you have to talk more.

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dreams. its all out there

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tut tut

if you make me believe you'll become perfect for me






ok ill be patient

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i guess thats it then.

and damn it i wanted that splash

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so much for correcting my internal body clock. meh.

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already i feel lonely

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thank you ahliang and ayun, and also justin for giving me oppurtunity to perform.
was a lot of fun. learnt some new things, and had a great experience.

i feel like i just went through exam week. ha. and its only the 1st week of school.
oh well. can rest tomorrow. after a week of 3-4hours rehearsa each day going home at 11.

tired. but shiok ah. this is what i want to do.

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oh what a thing to've done
it was all yellow

tomorrow got shi jehhhhhh
boomz byez

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i want

strong
well-thought
readily expressed

opinions

in my tomato

anyway
i miss chicken rice. yeah. i do. drumstick chicken rice.

hope the tomato got the sauce. hmm. should be got la hor

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feel more
think more
ask more
express more
maybe after a some time.
we can have bacon eggs together again?
maybe.
bye.

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school starting. yay or nay. hmm. well.
i will go try sleep.

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and i thought soccer would let me sleep better.
but no.
not even after several visits to central perk.
no.
0557hours. awake. since the previous day.
nice huh

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eh that rhymes.
ya i got blog.
yay. boomz.

well previously i thought blogs were retarded. but i guess after looking at glenn's
i decided to try out. hmm.

now. confused. helpless. useless.

cannot sleep.

funny though. i dont feel much anymore. yet theres a certain emptiness. confusing.